Network, a magical world, fantasy and reality, be true and false of space, love is everywhere. A computer, a mouse, a cable that connect the whole world. Because of the magic, let never knew that the world has a he met her two people because of the network, the exclamation of magic at the same time also more sure that everything is god's will is destiny.
From the initial strange with alert, from the initial curiosity with doubt; From the initial goodwill with habit; From the initial touched with the heart; From the initial move with expectation; From the initial expectations with fear; From the initial panic with confusion; From the initial confusion with desire; From the initial desire with escape; From the initial to escape with a yearning; From the original to yearn for with struggle; From the initial tangle with tears; From the initial cry with choices; From the initial choice with down, along the way are not trying to do, all feelings are fate, but also because very easygoing, also missed the season in the flower bloom missed you.
His heavy said: 'people live a lifetime is not easy, meet true love more not easy, why can't we just live together? All the mistakes so many men and women, why can't we? In order to you, I can give up everything, as long as we can together. '
Who shakes her head and said: 'not can chat together would fit together, not suitable for together can live together. Everyone has their own responsibility, since didn't meet at the right time, in the wrong time is a sigh. '
He said: "silly wench, I wait for you, although have been waiting for more than two years, but I will continue to wait for you, wait until you are willing to and I together. You know I'm serious, you is I this life the only, I will never leave your position in my heart, as long as you like, I can give up everything, just to go with you. '
She moved to say: 'forget it, always has a distance between us, I'm not your only, you have your responsibility, I just you a dream. Life is limited, please cherish what you have. We can't afford to lose. '
He is a little bit blame said: 'you call I how to forget, can you forget? It's in deceiving yourself, why can't love each other, why can't together? Where we love is wrong, others can, why can't we? '
She is earnest of say: "true love does not necessarily together, the reality is the truth. You I decree by destiny to know each other in the world of mortals I will cherish, but we all have their own belonging should not violate laws, that is to be punished with cause and effect, we all have passed impulsive age, really can't afford to lose. '
He helplessly said: 'ok, as long as you happy, all listen to you. '
She smiled, but tears blurred his eyes. She don't know if my decision is right, but she knew that good standard is to be at the very least, in this world, every life living is not easy, she can have the heart to hurt who?
Remember to get to know each other one day soon, he outside on a business trip, he said: 'the girl would like to eat? I bought to you. 'she politely declined but that of a let her in the mind forever. There is a family of warmth.
Summer afternoons, he just got off the plane back to the city in that moment, he sends information to her, said miss you girl. Her fear of bewilderment afraid he will fall in love with himself. Neighborhood constantly wandering, the in the mind has a panic, but it is all in natural walking slowly, he give warm and touching are plain and in the moment.
To leave before the Spring Festival, he sad of say: 'I go, my dear, don't forget me. Think you '. She pretended to be strong to say: 'take good care of yourself, and go back with his family well. 'but tears like a opened the mouth of the flood unstoppable. She doesn't know when their is already deeply in love with him.
Leave days will be long, tortured like a ruthless tore at her a little devil. Time is really miserable. She thought never see him again in my life, don't bother him, she didn't want to give him any trouble, because love him, I just hope he can live better. Although he says his love life, but she knew to maintain a family is very not easy. And it is in this confusing age.
Reunion day just met as moment, gently he came. Still said: 'for a long time no see, did you have a good time? But I'm a girl wants to die. 'her heart with a myriad of thoughts and words, but was stopped. She smiled, as she immersed in the joy of happiness, for the man who has never seen enjoying the warm from down the time and space.
Spring flowers, everywhere is thriving, all kinds of life to grow in spring, the love between them also happy chasing in the spring. She much like embrace spring to hug him, hugging their love. But the reality is helpless and distance is like a river that they cannot cross domain. So two people still waiting on both sides of the river. May never can only is waiting, but the heart feeling is so let a person love and don't give up.
Summer come, they still maintained a distance. But love is more and more deep. Reason failed to overcome acacia, after she think maybe meet won't have a fantasy. Meet time is short and sweet, he's mature, nearly perfect character makes her very safe and relaxed, there is no strange embarrassment, did not meet the impulse, the atmosphere is so peaceful, warmth, he was like an elder, or an eldest brother, more like a family. Everything is long-lost kind, he love's eyes, sincere smile made her respect. She knew the man, and good imagination. At this point they heart without any distractions. Meet at the end of the conversation like relatives.
Is no longer have fantasies, after a thought to see he is so good? Or did you already in too deep. She glanced, he is more to her. But he is a very sensible mature. But every time he dinner party drink alcohol will be crazy to call her, said the most is why we can't together, so love each other why want to suffer torture? Her giggle, comforted him. She knew that a drunken man said I love is the most true, although he is also very true, you are speaking to she can feel it. She is very cherish, but not forward. So every time after pass the words her heart is entangled with.
More and more increasingly deep feelings, text messages, telephone is becoming more and more high. Finally to don't make a phone call is very want to, call could say nothing but think there is no need for any other languages. By words or send a SMS after he couldn't sleep the whole night through. She burst into tears, finally go today really is in too deep, and now have had to make the final choice, is the down. Get to know each other more than two years, countless tears, only the last time is painful, at ordinary times to shed tears are moving and happy. She knew that may chose him, they will be more happy, but people can't selfish to live for yourself. Even though everyone is individual, but behind every individual has too much responsibility and caring, has a group of relatives and friends. The confused age, already can't afford to lose. Select down is the most sensible.
It is a cool evening, she was still hovering in the neighbourhood. He was drinking again, the phone came, 'why can't we together, my dear, why? What you said? We have no wrong, we love each other not wrong. Do you know? Missed will never miss, so we miss? I really can give up everything for you. 'he seemed to imply? And she also know that is the down. The true love is like a delicate vase, only standing in the distance quietly enjoy. Can't survive in the real life.
Love to be happy, is willing to put down. Love is satisfied, leave traces of love in the life each other, this life with no regrets.
From that day after the two men is almost no longer contact, they know that contact will torture each other. So both of them in holding, one day, a week, a month, more and more long. Like at the beginning gradually fall in love with, not contact also becomes a habit. She know, missed the season also missed the love, missed the people who truly loved once.
Miss you, miss season left a good memory in my mind. Hope that true love will always stay at the bottom of my heart, in the inner world, think of the time is a kind of sweet.
網(wǎng)絡(luò)，一個(gè)神奇的世界，虛幻和現(xiàn)實(shí)并存，真實(shí)和虛偽同在的空間，真情無(wú)處不在。一臺(tái)電腦，一個(gè)鼠標(biāo)，一根網(wǎng)線，就連接了整個(gè)世界。正因?yàn)樯衿?，讓從?lái)不知道世界上還有個(gè)他和她的兩個(gè)人因?yàn)榫W(wǎng)絡(luò)而相識(shí)，感嘆神奇的同時(shí)也更加確信一切都是天意都是命中安排。 從最初的陌生帶著警惕，從最初的好奇帶著疑問(wèn)；從最初的好感帶著習(xí)慣；從最初的感動(dòng)帶著心動(dòng)；從最初的心動(dòng)帶著期盼；從最初的期盼帶著惶恐；從最初的惶恐帶著迷茫；從最初的迷茫帶著渴望；從最初的渴望帶著逃避；從最初的逃避帶著向往；從最初的向往帶著糾結(jié)；從最初的糾結(jié)帶著痛哭；從最初的哭泣帶著抉擇；從最初的抉擇帶著放下，一路走來(lái)都沒(méi)有刻意去做什么，一切的感受都是隨緣，也是因?yàn)橐磺须S緣，也就在花開(kāi)花落中錯(cuò)過(guò)了季節(jié)錯(cuò)過(guò)了你。 他沉重的說(shuō)：‘人活一輩子不容易，碰到真愛(ài)更加不易，為什么我們就不能生活在一起？天下犯錯(cuò)的那么多男男女女，為什么我們不可以？為了你，我可以放棄一切，只要我們能在一起?！?她搖搖頭說(shuō)：‘不是能聊到一起就適合在一起，不是適合在一起就能生活在一起。每一個(gè)人都有自己的責(zé)任，既然沒(méi)在對(duì)的時(shí)間里相遇，錯(cuò)的時(shí)間里就是一聲嘆息?！?他說(shuō)：‘傻丫頭，我等你，雖然已經(jīng)等了兩年多了，但我還會(huì)繼續(xù)等你，等到你愿意和我在一起。你知道我是認(rèn)真的，你就是我今生的，我心里永遠(yuǎn)都留有你的位置，只要你愿意，我隨時(shí)可以放棄一切，只為和你在一起?！?她感動(dòng)地說(shuō)：‘忘了吧，我們之間永遠(yuǎn)都有距離，我也不是你的，你有你的責(zé)任，我只是你一個(gè)夢(mèng)而已。生命有限，請(qǐng)珍惜自己所擁有的。我們都輸不起?！?他有點(diǎn)埋怨的說(shuō)：‘你叫我怎樣去忘記，你能忘記嗎？那是在欺騙自己，為什么不可以相愛(ài)，為什么不可以在一起？我們相愛(ài)哪里錯(cuò)了，別人都可以，為什么我們不可以？’ 她認(rèn)真的說(shuō)：‘真愛(ài)不一定在一起，現(xiàn)實(shí)才是真理。你我有緣相識(shí)在紅塵里我也珍惜，只是我們都有各自的歸屬不該違背規(guī)律，那是要接受懲罰有因果的，我們都已經(jīng)過(guò)了沖動(dòng)的年紀(jì)，真的輸不起。’ 他無(wú)奈的說(shuō)：‘好吧，只要你幸福，一切都聽(tīng)你的?！?她笑了，但眼淚卻模糊了雙眼。她不知道自己的決定是不是正確，但她知道，善良是做人最起碼的標(biāo)準(zhǔn)，這個(gè)世界上，每一個(gè)生命都活的不容易，她能忍心傷害誰(shuí)呢？ 記得相識(shí)不久后的一天，他在外地出差，他說(shuō)：‘丫頭想吃點(diǎn)什么？我買(mǎi)了帶給你?！竦木芙^了但那一絲的感動(dòng)卻讓她永遠(yuǎn)的記在了心里。有種親人般的溫暖。 夏天的午后，他剛下飛機(jī)回到這個(gè)城市的那一刻，他發(fā)信息給她，說(shuō)想你丫頭。她惶恐的不知所措害怕他會(huì)愛(ài)上自己。小區(qū)里不停的徘徊，心里有著慌亂，可這一切都是在自然中慢慢地走來(lái)，他給予的溫暖和感動(dòng)都是平平淡淡中的一瞬間。 春節(jié)前的離別，他傷感的說(shuō)：‘丫頭，我走了，別忘記我。想你’。她假裝堅(jiān)強(qiáng)地說(shuō)：‘保重身體，回去好好地陪伴家人。’但眼淚像是開(kāi)了口的洪水無(wú)法阻擋。她不知道自己是什么時(shí)候已經(jīng)深深?lèi)?ài)上了他。 離別的日子里是漫長(zhǎng)的，折磨像是個(gè)無(wú)情的魔鬼一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的撕扯著她。那段時(shí)間真的是度日如年。她以為這輩子再也見(jiàn)不到他了，她不去打擾他，不想給他帶來(lái)任何的麻煩，因?yàn)閻?ài)他，只希望他能生活的更好。雖然他說(shuō)他的感情生活一般，但她知道維系一個(gè)家庭很不易。而且是在這個(gè)困惑的年紀(jì)。 重逢的日子就如剛相識(shí)的時(shí)刻，輕輕地他就來(lái)了。依舊說(shuō)：‘很久都沒(méi)見(jiàn)了，過(guò)得好嗎？可想死我了丫頭?！膬?nèi)心懷揣著無(wú)數(shù)的思念和千言萬(wàn)語(yǔ)，但還是止住了。她笑了笑，此時(shí)她沉浸在無(wú)比喜悅的幸福中，為這個(gè)從未見(jiàn)過(guò)的男人享受著來(lái)自時(shí)空那頭的溫暖。 春暖花開(kāi)，處處都是欣欣向榮，各種生命在春天里爭(zhēng)相生長(zhǎng)，他們之間的愛(ài)情也在春天里歡快的追逐著。她多想像擁抱春天一樣去擁抱他，擁抱著他們的愛(ài)戀。但現(xiàn)實(shí)的無(wú)奈和距離就像一條大河讓她們無(wú)法跨域。于是兩人依舊在河的兩岸等待。也許永遠(yuǎn)只能是等待，可內(nèi)心的感覺(jué)卻又那么讓人貪戀和不舍。 夏天如期而至，他們依舊保持著之間的距離。但愛(ài)戀卻越來(lái)越深了。理智最終未能戰(zhàn)勝相思，她想也許見(jiàn)過(guò)后就再也不會(huì)有幻想了。相見(jiàn)的時(shí)光短暫而甜蜜，他的成熟，近乎完美的人品讓她很安全也很放松，沒(méi)有陌生的尷尬，沒(méi)有見(jiàn)面的沖動(dòng)，氛圍是那么的祥和溫馨，他就像一個(gè)長(zhǎng)輩，或者是一個(gè)大哥，更像是一個(gè)親人。一切都是久違的親切，他關(guān)愛(ài)的眼神，真誠(chéng)的笑容都讓她肅然起敬。她知道了這個(gè)男人和想象中一樣的優(yōu)秀。此時(shí)的她們內(nèi)心居然沒(méi)有絲毫的雜念。見(jiàn)面就在親人般的談話中結(jié)束。 本以為見(jiàn)過(guò)后就不再有幻想，是他太優(yōu)秀了嗎？還是自己早已陷得太深。她開(kāi)始魂不守舍，他更加的想她。但成熟的他是很理智的。但是每次他應(yīng)酬喝點(diǎn)酒后就會(huì)瘋狂的打電話給她，說(shuō)的最多的就是我們?yōu)槭裁床荒茉谝黄?，這么相愛(ài)為什么要承受折磨？她傻笑，安慰著他。她知道一個(gè)酒后表白的男人說(shuō)的話都是最真實(shí)的，雖然他平時(shí)說(shuō)話也很真實(shí)，她能感覺(jué)得到。她很珍惜，但又不能向前。所以每次通完話后她的內(nèi)心都是糾結(jié)的。 感情越來(lái)越深，短信越來(lái)越多，電話費(fèi)也越來(lái)越高。最后到了不打電話就很想，通話除了說(shuō)想就不需要?jiǎng)e的語(yǔ)言。而通過(guò)話后或者發(fā)過(guò)短信后就整夜整夜的睡不著。她終于放聲大哭，走到今天真的是陷得太深了，而如今已經(jīng)不得不做出最后的選擇，是該放下了。相識(shí)兩年多，為他流淚無(wú)數(shù)次，只有最后一次是痛苦的，平時(shí)流的眼淚都是感動(dòng)和幸福的。她知道也許選擇了他，她們會(huì)更加的幸福，但人不能自私的為自己而活。雖說(shuō)每一個(gè)人都是獨(dú)立的個(gè)體，但每一個(gè)人身后都有著太多的責(zé)任和牽掛，有著一群的親人和朋友。困惑的年紀(jì)，已經(jīng)輸不起了。選擇放下是最理智的。 又是一個(gè)涼爽的晚上，她依舊在小區(qū)里徘徊。他又喝酒了，電話打了過(guò)來(lái)，‘丫頭，我們?yōu)槭裁床荒茉谝黄?，為什么？你說(shuō)啊？我們沒(méi)有錯(cuò)，我們相愛(ài)沒(méi)有錯(cuò)。你知道嗎？錯(cuò)過(guò)了就永遠(yuǎn)的錯(cuò)過(guò)了，我們就這樣錯(cuò)過(guò)嗎？我真的可以為你放棄一切?！孟裨诎凳局裁矗慷仓朗窃摲畔铝?。這段真愛(ài)就如一個(gè)精美的花瓶，只能站在遠(yuǎn)處?kù)o靜地欣賞。不能在現(xiàn)實(shí)的生活里存活。 愛(ài)來(lái)的時(shí)候是幸福的，放下的時(shí)候也是心甘情愿的。愛(ài)過(guò)就知足了，彼此在生命里留有愛(ài)的痕跡，此生無(wú)怨無(wú)悔。 從那天過(guò)后兩人就幾乎不再聯(lián)系了，她們知道聯(lián)系只能相互折磨。于是兩個(gè)人都在克制著，一天，一個(gè)星期，一個(gè)月，時(shí)間越來(lái)越長(zhǎng)。就像當(dāng)初慢慢愛(ài)上的時(shí)候一樣，不聯(lián)系也變成了習(xí)慣。她知道，錯(cuò)過(guò)了季節(jié)也錯(cuò)過(guò)了愛(ài)，錯(cuò)過(guò)了一個(gè)真心愛(ài)過(guò)的人。 錯(cuò)過(guò)季節(jié)錯(cuò)過(guò)你，留有美好的回憶在心里。愿那份真摯的愛(ài)永遠(yuǎn)的留在心底，珍藏在內(nèi)心世界里，想起的時(shí)候是一種不一樣的甜蜜。
網(wǎng)絡(luò)，一個(gè)神奇的世界，虛幻和現(xiàn)實(shí)并存，真實(shí)和虛偽同在的空間，真情無(wú)處不在。一臺(tái)電腦，一個(gè)鼠標(biāo)，一根網(wǎng)線，就連接了整個(gè)世界。正因?yàn)樯衿?，讓從?lái)不知道世界上還有個(gè)他和她的兩個(gè)人因?yàn)榫W(wǎng)絡(luò)而相識(shí)，感嘆神奇的同時(shí)也更加確信一切都是天意都是命中安排。 從最初的陌生帶著警惕，從最初的好奇帶著疑問(wèn)；從最初的好感帶著習(xí)慣；從最初的感動(dòng)帶著心動(dòng)；從最初的心動(dòng)帶著期盼；從最初的期盼帶著惶恐；從最初的惶恐帶著迷茫；從最初的迷茫帶著渴望；從最初的渴望帶著逃避；從最初的逃避帶著向往；從最初的向往帶著糾結(jié)；從最初的糾結(jié)帶著痛哭；從最初的哭泣帶著抉擇；從最初的抉擇帶著放下，一路走來(lái)都沒(méi)有刻意去做什么，一切的感受都是隨緣，也是因?yàn)橐磺须S緣，也就在花開(kāi)花落中錯(cuò)過(guò)了季節(jié)錯(cuò)過(guò)了你。 他沉重的說(shuō)：‘人活一輩子不容易，碰到真愛(ài)更加不易，為什么我們就不能生活在一起？天下犯錯(cuò)的那么多男男女女，為什么我們不可以？為了你，我可以放棄一切，只要我們能在一起?！?她搖搖頭說(shuō)：‘不是能聊到一起就適合在一起，不是適合在一起就能生活在一起。每一個(gè)人都有自己的責(zé)任，既然沒(méi)在對(duì)的時(shí)間里相遇，錯(cuò)的時(shí)間里就是一聲嘆息?！?他說(shuō)：‘傻丫頭，我等你，雖然已經(jīng)等了兩年多了，但我還會(huì)繼續(xù)等你，等到你愿意和我在一起。你知道我是認(rèn)真的，你就是我今生的，我心里永遠(yuǎn)都留有你的位置，只要你愿意，我隨時(shí)可以放棄一切，只為和你在一起?！?她感動(dòng)地說(shuō)：‘忘了吧，我們之間永遠(yuǎn)都有距離，我也不是你的，你有你的責(zé)任，我只是你一個(gè)夢(mèng)而已。生命有限，請(qǐng)珍惜自己所擁有的。我們都輸不起?！?他有點(diǎn)埋怨的說(shuō)：‘你叫我怎樣去忘記，你能忘記嗎？那是在欺騙自己，為什么不可以相愛(ài)，為什么不可以在一起？我們相愛(ài)哪里錯(cuò)了，別人都可以，為什么我們不可以？’ 她認(rèn)真的說(shuō)：‘真愛(ài)不一定在一起，現(xiàn)實(shí)才是真理。你我有緣相識(shí)在紅塵里我也珍惜，只是我們都有各自的歸屬不該違背規(guī)律，那是要接受懲罰有因果的，我們都已經(jīng)過(guò)了沖動(dòng)的年紀(jì)，真的輸不起。’ 他無(wú)奈的說(shuō)：‘好吧，只要你幸福，一切都聽(tīng)你的?！?她笑了，但眼淚卻模糊了雙眼。她不知道自己的決定是不是正確，但她知道，善良是做人最起碼的標(biāo)準(zhǔn)，這個(gè)世界上，每一個(gè)生命都活的不容易，她能忍心傷害誰(shuí)呢？ 記得相識(shí)不久后的一天，他在外地出差，他說(shuō)：‘丫頭想吃點(diǎn)什么？我買(mǎi)了帶給你?！竦木芙^了但那一絲的感動(dòng)卻讓她永遠(yuǎn)的記在了心里。有種親人般的溫暖。 夏天的午后，他剛下飛機(jī)回到這個(gè)城市的那一刻，他發(fā)信息給她，說(shuō)想你丫頭。她惶恐的不知所措害怕他會(huì)愛(ài)上自己。小區(qū)里不停的徘徊，心里有著慌亂，可這一切都是在自然中慢慢地走來(lái)，他給予的溫暖和感動(dòng)都是平平淡淡中的一瞬間。 春節(jié)前的離別，他傷感的說(shuō)：‘丫頭，我走了，別忘記我。想你’。她假裝堅(jiān)強(qiáng)地說(shuō)：‘保重身體，回去好好地陪伴家人。’但眼淚像是開(kāi)了口的洪水無(wú)法阻擋。她不知道自己是什么時(shí)候已經(jīng)深深?lèi)?ài)上了他。 離別的日子里是漫長(zhǎng)的，折磨像是個(gè)無(wú)情的魔鬼一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的撕扯著她。那段時(shí)間真的是度日如年。她以為這輩子再也見(jiàn)不到他了，她不去打擾他，不想給他帶來(lái)任何的麻煩，因?yàn)閻?ài)他，只希望他能生活的更好。雖然他說(shuō)他的感情生活一般，但她知道維系一個(gè)家庭很不易。而且是在這個(gè)困惑的年紀(jì)。 重逢的日子就如剛相識(shí)的時(shí)刻，輕輕地他就來(lái)了。依舊說(shuō)：‘很久都沒(méi)見(jiàn)了，過(guò)得好嗎？可想死我了丫頭?！膬?nèi)心懷揣著無(wú)數(shù)的思念和千言萬(wàn)語(yǔ)，但還是止住了。她笑了笑，此時(shí)她沉浸在無(wú)比喜悅的幸福中，為這個(gè)從未見(jiàn)過(guò)的男人享受著來(lái)自時(shí)空那頭的溫暖。 春暖花開(kāi)，處處都是欣欣向榮，各種生命在春天里爭(zhēng)相生長(zhǎng)，他們之間的愛(ài)情也在春天里歡快的追逐著。她多想像擁抱春天一樣去擁抱他，擁抱著他們的愛(ài)戀。但現(xiàn)實(shí)的無(wú)奈和距離就像一條大河讓她們無(wú)法跨域。于是兩人依舊在河的兩岸等待。也許永遠(yuǎn)只能是等待，可內(nèi)心的感覺(jué)卻又那么讓人貪戀和不舍。 夏天如期而至，他們依舊保持著之間的距離。但愛(ài)戀卻越來(lái)越深了。理智最終未能戰(zhàn)勝相思，她想也許見(jiàn)過(guò)后就再也不會(huì)有幻想了。相見(jiàn)的時(shí)光短暫而甜蜜，他的成熟，近乎完美的人品讓她很安全也很放松，沒(méi)有陌生的尷尬，沒(méi)有見(jiàn)面的沖動(dòng)，氛圍是那么的祥和溫馨，他就像一個(gè)長(zhǎng)輩，或者是一個(gè)大哥，更像是一個(gè)親人。一切都是久違的親切，他關(guān)愛(ài)的眼神，真誠(chéng)的笑容都讓她肅然起敬。她知道了這個(gè)男人和想象中一樣的優(yōu)秀。此時(shí)的她們內(nèi)心居然沒(méi)有絲毫的雜念。見(jiàn)面就在親人般的談話中結(jié)束。 本以為見(jiàn)過(guò)后就不再有幻想，是他太優(yōu)秀了嗎？還是自己早已陷得太深。她開(kāi)始魂不守舍，他更加的想她。但成熟的他是很理智的。但是每次他應(yīng)酬喝點(diǎn)酒后就會(huì)瘋狂的打電話給她，說(shuō)的最多的就是我們?yōu)槭裁床荒茉谝黄?，這么相愛(ài)為什么要承受折磨？她傻笑，安慰著他。她知道一個(gè)酒后表白的男人說(shuō)的話都是最真實(shí)的，雖然他平時(shí)說(shuō)話也很真實(shí)，她能感覺(jué)得到。她很珍惜，但又不能向前。所以每次通完話后她的內(nèi)心都是糾結(jié)的。 感情越來(lái)越深，短信越來(lái)越多，電話費(fèi)也越來(lái)越高。最后到了不打電話就很想，通話除了說(shuō)想就不需要?jiǎng)e的語(yǔ)言。而通過(guò)話后或者發(fā)過(guò)短信后就整夜整夜的睡不著。她終于放聲大哭，走到今天真的是陷得太深了，而如今已經(jīng)不得不做出最后的選擇，是該放下了。相識(shí)兩年多，為他流淚無(wú)數(shù)次，只有最后一次是痛苦的，平時(shí)流的眼淚都是感動(dòng)和幸福的。她知道也許選擇了他，她們會(huì)更加的幸福，但人不能自私的為自己而活。雖說(shuō)每一個(gè)人都是獨(dú)立的個(gè)體，但每一個(gè)人身后都有著太多的責(zé)任和牽掛，有著一群的親人和朋友。困惑的年紀(jì)，已經(jīng)輸不起了。選擇放下是最理智的。 又是一個(gè)涼爽的晚上，她依舊在小區(qū)里徘徊。他又喝酒了，電話打了過(guò)來(lái)，‘丫頭，我們?yōu)槭裁床荒茉谝黄?，為什么？你說(shuō)啊？我們沒(méi)有錯(cuò)，我們相愛(ài)沒(méi)有錯(cuò)。你知道嗎？錯(cuò)過(guò)了就永遠(yuǎn)的錯(cuò)過(guò)了，我們就這樣錯(cuò)過(guò)嗎？我真的可以為你放棄一切?！孟裨诎凳局裁矗慷仓朗窃摲畔铝?。這段真愛(ài)就如一個(gè)精美的花瓶，只能站在遠(yuǎn)處?kù)o靜地欣賞。不能在現(xiàn)實(shí)的生活里存活。 愛(ài)來(lái)的時(shí)候是幸福的，放下的時(shí)候也是心甘情愿的。愛(ài)過(guò)就知足了，彼此在生命里留有愛(ài)的痕跡，此生無(wú)怨無(wú)悔。 從那天過(guò)后兩人就幾乎不再聯(lián)系了，她們知道聯(lián)系只能相互折磨。于是兩個(gè)人都在克制著，一天，一個(gè)星期，一個(gè)月，時(shí)間越來(lái)越長(zhǎng)。就像當(dāng)初慢慢愛(ài)上的時(shí)候一樣，不聯(lián)系也變成了習(xí)慣。她知道，錯(cuò)過(guò)了季節(jié)也錯(cuò)過(guò)了愛(ài)，錯(cuò)過(guò)了一個(gè)真心愛(ài)過(guò)的人。 錯(cuò)過(guò)季節(jié)錯(cuò)過(guò)你，留有美好的回憶在心里。愿那份真摯的愛(ài)永遠(yuǎn)的留在心底，珍藏在內(nèi)心世界里，想起的時(shí)候是一種不一樣的甜蜜。