It is five in the afternoon, just struggling to wake up from yesterday's drunk, and now is still faint, do not 'know what to do now and then. In fact, a lot needs to be done. But I really do not know since when have lost a sense of responsibility, I lost confidence, dare to do things his former dream.
Suddenly think, is now more than twenty years of age, my youth is slowly passed, will be gone, hurry, I looked back and I've struggled with this inside university nearly two and half years, but during my life, so I will at this time in two and a half has disappeared without leaving anything. Seriously think about, what did I have at this time in more than two years, every morning, always stepping ringtones valiantly dash forward in the classroom, the teacher will be treated as non-existent, not always serious school attendance just wait until the upcoming exam before going to be thrown off balance, boil a few night, just to be able Minato improvise together over the exam can be. Do I have forgotten to finish university this journey, I have to go up to the community to fight for their own lives, they need to be responsible for the person responsible for it? But in the past few years time, I learned what I rely on what to feed themselves, by virtue of what is to be responsible for their dearest people, allowing them to live a happy life, why, in the end what I rely on ? Yes, I need to rely on the knowledge, skills, rely on, rely on contacts, but the knowledge I learned it? I acquired skills yet? I reserve contacts yet? No, because I already failed through my university, which wasted my youth, squandering the upcoming TV drama will not exist.
Do not blame others gradually depleted heart, their own slack irrigation and moisture; do not blame the depression and do not delight friends, gentle fade away in the end Who is to blame; do not put their consistent Disappearance blamed the hardships of life, initially only a weak determination; do not put all the blame ring true era update, it is only the dignity of burnout. Contemplate their feelings on their own grasp attribution, otherwise it's too stupid.
That is to understand their problems out where, then I need to have dissipated own will, and be responsible for lost youth, I must, I must. Think about his past through the clutter, and constantly open up, Liu Yong Jin, unremitting struggle for their dreams assault, chest thrown still excited wave, a long time to heal. Hawk, only to fly, I also need to continue to forge ahead for their dreams.
He has picked up gradually Disappearance will and heart, it will not come in our way of life is brilliant close due to lack of irrigation depleted dry. In my university, trying to fight it, the dead are no longer on just for that is gradually coming to an end but also a brilliant youth draw a satisfactory sentence breaks.
現(xiàn)在是下午五點(diǎn)多，剛才從昨天的醉酒中掙扎著醒來(lái)，現(xiàn)在仍然是暈暈乎乎的，不知道現(xiàn)在需要再做些什么。其實(shí)需要做的事情很多。可是我現(xiàn)在真的不知道自己從何時(shí)起丟失了責(zé)任心，丟掉了信心，不敢做自己以前夢(mèng)想的事情了。
忽然想一想，現(xiàn)在已經(jīng)是二十多歲的人了，我的青春也在慢慢的流逝，將要一去不復(fù)返了，匆匆忙忙，回頭一看我在這個(gè)大學(xué)里面已經(jīng)苦苦掙扎了快兩年半時(shí)間了，可是我的這段生活，使得我的意志在這兩年半的時(shí)間中已經(jīng)消失殆盡了，沒(méi)有留下什么東西。認(rèn)真的思考一下，我在這兩年多的時(shí)光中都干了些什么，每天早上總是踩著鈴聲雄赳赳氣昂昂的邁進(jìn)了教室，將老師視為不存在，上課總是不去認(rèn)真的聽(tīng)講，只等到即將考試了才去抓瞎，熬上幾個(gè)通宵達(dá)旦，只為了能湊湊合合的過(guò)了考試就可以。難道我已經(jīng)忘記了走完大學(xué)這段路程，我就得去這個(gè)社會(huì)上去為自己的生活去打拼，為自己需要負(fù)責(zé)的人負(fù)責(zé)嗎？可是在這幾年時(shí)光中，我學(xué)到了什么，我依靠什么去養(yǎng)活自己，憑借什么去為自己親愛(ài)的人負(fù)責(zé)，從而讓他們過(guò)上幸福美好的生活，憑什么，我到底需要依靠什么？是的，我需要依靠知識(shí)，依靠技能，依靠人脈，可是我學(xué)到知識(shí)了嗎？我練就技能了沒(méi)？我儲(chǔ)備人脈了沒(méi)有？沒(méi)有，因?yàn)槲乙呀?jīng)很失敗的走過(guò)著我的大學(xué)，虛耗這我的青春，揮霍著那即將不會(huì)存在的意志。
不要把漸漸枯竭的內(nèi)心歸罪于別人，是自己懈怠灌溉和滋潤(rùn)；不要把抑郁和不歡欣歸罪于友人，溫柔的消逝到底是誰(shuí)的責(zé)任；不要把自己一致的消遁歸罪于生活的艱辛，初只不過(guò)是孱弱的決心；不要把一切的不順歸罪于時(shí)代的更新，那是僅有尊嚴(yán)的燃盡。自己的感受思忖是靠自己把握歸因，否則那太愚蠢。
即以明了自己的毛病出在哪里，那么我需要為自己已經(jīng)消散的意志，和逝去的青春負(fù)責(zé)，我必須，我一定要。想想自己以前披荊斬棘，不斷開(kāi)拓，激流勇進(jìn)，不懈奮斗，為自己的夢(mèng)想沖鋒，胸中還是會(huì)泛起激動(dòng)的浪潮，久久難以平復(fù)。鷹擊長(zhǎng)空，只為展翅高飛，我也需要為自己的夢(mèng)想不斷奮進(jìn)。
拾起自己已經(jīng)漸漸消遁的意志和內(nèi)心，讓它不至于在我們的人生走到中途接近輝煌是因缺乏澆灌而枯竭干涸。在我的大學(xué)里，努力奮斗吧，逝去的已經(jīng)不再，只為那正漸漸輝煌卻也即將完結(jié)的青春畫(huà)上一個(gè)圓滿的句符。
Suddenly think, is now more than twenty years of age, my youth is slowly passed, will be gone, hurry, I looked back and I've struggled with this inside university nearly two and half years, but during my life, so I will at this time in two and a half has disappeared without leaving anything. Seriously think about, what did I have at this time in more than two years, every morning, always stepping ringtones valiantly dash forward in the classroom, the teacher will be treated as non-existent, not always serious school attendance just wait until the upcoming exam before going to be thrown off balance, boil a few night, just to be able Minato improvise together over the exam can be. Do I have forgotten to finish university this journey, I have to go up to the community to fight for their own lives, they need to be responsible for the person responsible for it? But in the past few years time, I learned what I rely on what to feed themselves, by virtue of what is to be responsible for their dearest people, allowing them to live a happy life, why, in the end what I rely on ? Yes, I need to rely on the knowledge, skills, rely on, rely on contacts, but the knowledge I learned it? I acquired skills yet? I reserve contacts yet? No, because I already failed through my university, which wasted my youth, squandering the upcoming TV drama will not exist.
Do not blame others gradually depleted heart, their own slack irrigation and moisture; do not blame the depression and do not delight friends, gentle fade away in the end Who is to blame; do not put their consistent Disappearance blamed the hardships of life, initially only a weak determination; do not put all the blame ring true era update, it is only the dignity of burnout. Contemplate their feelings on their own grasp attribution, otherwise it's too stupid.
That is to understand their problems out where, then I need to have dissipated own will, and be responsible for lost youth, I must, I must. Think about his past through the clutter, and constantly open up, Liu Yong Jin, unremitting struggle for their dreams assault, chest thrown still excited wave, a long time to heal. Hawk, only to fly, I also need to continue to forge ahead for their dreams.
He has picked up gradually Disappearance will and heart, it will not come in our way of life is brilliant close due to lack of irrigation depleted dry. In my university, trying to fight it, the dead are no longer on just for that is gradually coming to an end but also a brilliant youth draw a satisfactory sentence breaks.
現(xiàn)在是下午五點(diǎn)多，剛才從昨天的醉酒中掙扎著醒來(lái)，現(xiàn)在仍然是暈暈乎乎的，不知道現(xiàn)在需要再做些什么。其實(shí)需要做的事情很多。可是我現(xiàn)在真的不知道自己從何時(shí)起丟失了責(zé)任心，丟掉了信心，不敢做自己以前夢(mèng)想的事情了。
忽然想一想，現(xiàn)在已經(jīng)是二十多歲的人了，我的青春也在慢慢的流逝，將要一去不復(fù)返了，匆匆忙忙，回頭一看我在這個(gè)大學(xué)里面已經(jīng)苦苦掙扎了快兩年半時(shí)間了，可是我的這段生活，使得我的意志在這兩年半的時(shí)間中已經(jīng)消失殆盡了，沒(méi)有留下什么東西。認(rèn)真的思考一下，我在這兩年多的時(shí)光中都干了些什么，每天早上總是踩著鈴聲雄赳赳氣昂昂的邁進(jìn)了教室，將老師視為不存在，上課總是不去認(rèn)真的聽(tīng)講，只等到即將考試了才去抓瞎，熬上幾個(gè)通宵達(dá)旦，只為了能湊湊合合的過(guò)了考試就可以。難道我已經(jīng)忘記了走完大學(xué)這段路程，我就得去這個(gè)社會(huì)上去為自己的生活去打拼，為自己需要負(fù)責(zé)的人負(fù)責(zé)嗎？可是在這幾年時(shí)光中，我學(xué)到了什么，我依靠什么去養(yǎng)活自己，憑借什么去為自己親愛(ài)的人負(fù)責(zé)，從而讓他們過(guò)上幸福美好的生活，憑什么，我到底需要依靠什么？是的，我需要依靠知識(shí)，依靠技能，依靠人脈，可是我學(xué)到知識(shí)了嗎？我練就技能了沒(méi)？我儲(chǔ)備人脈了沒(méi)有？沒(méi)有，因?yàn)槲乙呀?jīng)很失敗的走過(guò)著我的大學(xué)，虛耗這我的青春，揮霍著那即將不會(huì)存在的意志。
不要把漸漸枯竭的內(nèi)心歸罪于別人，是自己懈怠灌溉和滋潤(rùn)；不要把抑郁和不歡欣歸罪于友人，溫柔的消逝到底是誰(shuí)的責(zé)任；不要把自己一致的消遁歸罪于生活的艱辛，初只不過(guò)是孱弱的決心；不要把一切的不順歸罪于時(shí)代的更新，那是僅有尊嚴(yán)的燃盡。自己的感受思忖是靠自己把握歸因，否則那太愚蠢。
即以明了自己的毛病出在哪里，那么我需要為自己已經(jīng)消散的意志，和逝去的青春負(fù)責(zé)，我必須，我一定要。想想自己以前披荊斬棘，不斷開(kāi)拓，激流勇進(jìn)，不懈奮斗，為自己的夢(mèng)想沖鋒，胸中還是會(huì)泛起激動(dòng)的浪潮，久久難以平復(fù)。鷹擊長(zhǎng)空，只為展翅高飛，我也需要為自己的夢(mèng)想不斷奮進(jìn)。
拾起自己已經(jīng)漸漸消遁的意志和內(nèi)心，讓它不至于在我們的人生走到中途接近輝煌是因缺乏澆灌而枯竭干涸。在我的大學(xué)里，努力奮斗吧，逝去的已經(jīng)不再，只為那正漸漸輝煌卻也即將完結(jié)的青春畫(huà)上一個(gè)圓滿的句符。