英文詩:My way to heaven/hell

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My way to heaven
    I wonder how hard it is for me just to climb the ladder
    But after I have tired many many times
    Can I receive what I want?
    No,nothing......
    Maybe nothing is a fib
    But I can't find the one I desire
    Where is it?
    Have it been missing?
    Missing in darkness
    Tell me
    Never forever
    Nothing could make me happy except you
    Actually however
    You don't want to make me happy,right?
    If not,could you please tell me why?
    I really wonder why?
    When I have something wrong in my life
    I know you have known something that was not as usual
    Why don't you asked me why?
    Why don't you asked me what things have happened to me?
    Why don't you asked me if I am down for you?
    Why?
    The only way to the heaven
    The only way to take me to the heaven
    The only way to make me feel really happy
    Nowadays,is you
    But in future
    I don't know who will be this person
    I have told you for times and times
    you are the one can make me laughing and the one can make me crying just for a simple word
    Do you know?
    You are the one who can control my everything
    For a word
    I maybe feel happy for a whole day
    I maybe cry until a sad dawn arrives
    Don't you know?
    Now
    I am crying for you
    If you don't
    Now
    Let me tell you
    Please make my way to heaven
    But on the contrary
    You are the one who cause me sad for almost a month
    And after reading this passage
    You could know my feeling
    In this dark month
    I cry
    I pretend to be happy
    I put myself into studyaholic
    I really miss you
    Miss you so much
    I can't deny missing you
    Is you
    Make my way to hell
    I can't suffer anymore
    If you want to continue to do this
    Please take away evrthing which could remind me of you
    Please wipe out my memorizes forever
    Please now kill me
    Eat me up
    Drink my blood
    Bite my bones
    Leave me nothing
    Kill me
    Don't hesitate
    Use your sharp knife
    I am waiting for you
    My way to where?
    Depend on you......
    Make promise become real promise