That year our third year, it was black in July, a mountain of questions, you're sitting behind me, from time to time to take questions in English to ask me, as I take a physical examination questions to ask you, we are another common, but classmate classmates. But this calm was broken one thing: That night classes, physics and English teacher at the same time arranged blackboard work, with our families at the same time as the representative came to homework, the man behind the booing, vaguely heard people say that we are born with a Correct. Since then, standing face to face when we are no longer natural, but I always feel behind a pair of eyes watching their every move. Middle of the day is no longer just black. I am proud of the surface as usual.
In high school last Christmas, you gave me a card, revealing the friendship between the lines of friendship, although I lost a little, but also very practical, learn to put first, it is to learn good people accustomed style. Hard work pays off, we have to do so was admitted to their first choice university.
On the eve of graduation, before junior high school classmate of the boys around me to get together, he was in when I most need help, give me spiritual encouragement, to bring pure banner of friendship, I am pleased to go. I prepared two graduation gifts are laptops, a representative of Friendship of snow cover, one is my favorite maple leaves. And this Maple failed to send out, and later that night I heard you gave me one night. I also heard that you order, trouble with people unhappy. Also heard that you were injured in the stadium, because of graduation that summer you gave me a letter, the word big, such as a declaration of war, and I want no dealings, and bless me. One of the reasons I do not know, sorry. But I told myself, no big deal, vindictive woman will not be weaker than men.
However he graduated sad affect me a whole summer. First love will die, Sentimental love foggy. Feel what had happened, it would seem to love it too, but lingering. When finishing the old thing, you look for a card, then a gust of wind blew the envelope, the envelope mouth stumbled upon neat row of beautiful words: Nung, a thousand miles of cicadas Juan. Tears blurred my eyes, that I like people just like me. Traditional restrained me, art small young, the final expression of this subtle move. The boys became honored in my life first appeared a man, perhaps more appropriate to call the boys gave me feel ignorant. Love is doomed to failure, because the young, do not understand value, because the reality, destined not together. missing is better than meeting.
In college, every day in staged romantic story, romantic I was frozen, in high school ran out the same. I am looking for a guy like him, my heart. However, no. I love paid in poetry, paid in the book, paid in correspondence. My flower of friendship Everywhere, my smile always.
After graduating from college in the United States straight from Shenzhen. Met a man, he gave up Shanghai's future for me, came to Shenzhen to work hard together. From scratch, all on their own, Shenzhen has given us a platform for fair competition, we Shisuo Chang, ambition. Live in dormitories, eat fast food, walking to work. Although poor, but we are very happy. When he graduated the first year for my birthday on foam heart-shaped candles lit, the computer printed card, all free of made me moved. He took the first monthly salary, ecstatic at our rental house thrown into the air.
Passbook looked pathetic figure, occasionally worry about the future. But you always confident. Bread is there, everything will be there, just a matter of time, in money would be happy to start to plan our lives. Although love is not without bread, in reality, we can go far? We can not house, but our children also live in rented it? I can and you had a poor life, but our kids have so before? You are like a ray of sunshine, always sun go haze of my heart. This is my life's second man, with whom I share weal and woe, but extremely happy. Because there is love, there is strength to resist poverty because faith, have the strength to overcome poverty.
Who today is my mother's Shuanger, around this man, a successful career. Then busy but also out of time with his family, then success will be with his wife on an equal footing. They have a habit of walking chat, a love reading them a love tea, and even hobbies such close harmony, they have a common circle of friends, they also tell endless stories, they perfectly complement a sensibility a rational. This is the third of my life man. His economic stability, strong sense of responsibility, love of family love his wife and children, the most suitable for a husband.
Wake up the day after, she said to her husband, why I always make a dream: high school classroom has always dreamed boys stare at myself in the back, let me answer the question teachers have gone to God. He said the boy because you unforgettable. She think also, no wonder pigeonholing college. He says with a laugh, if not met me, you might marry. She think also because she wanted to get rid of him over, but people never went to Shenzhen to Shanghai, how will throw off.
Three men in my life, is the same person. He gave me a sentimental love, I am with him sharing weal and woe, and he gave me a prosperous life. I enjoy the love of bitterness, I tasted the taste of struggle, I cherish the happy life. The man, living in my memories, I now occupy, arrange my future. In this life, I can not escape your palm.
那年我們高三，正是黑色七月，堆積如山的試題，你坐在我后面，時(shí)不時(shí)拿英語試題來問我，正如我拿物理試題來問你一樣，我們是再普通不過的同窗同學(xué)。然而這種平靜卻被一件事打破了：那天晚自習(xí)，物理和英語老師同時(shí)布置黑板作業(yè)，同為科代表的我們同時(shí)上臺寫作業(yè)，后面的男子起哄，隱約聽到有人說我們是天生一對。從此以后，我們四目相對時(shí)不再自然，而我總感覺到背后有一雙眼睛在關(guān)注自己的一舉一動(dòng)。高三的日子不再只是黑色。驕傲的我表面一切如常。 在高中后一個(gè)圣誕節(jié)，你送給我一張卡片，字里行間透出友情的情誼，我雖小小失落，但也很踏實(shí)，學(xué)習(xí)放第一，是學(xué)習(xí)優(yōu)秀的人一慣風(fēng)格。功夫不負(fù)有心人，我們都如愿考上了第一志愿大學(xué)。 畢業(yè)前夕，以前同班的初中男生約我聚聚，他曾在我需要幫助的時(shí)候，給過我精神上的鼓勵(lì)，帶上純潔友誼的旗幟，我欣然前往。我備了兩份畢業(yè)禮物，都是筆記本，一本是代表友情的雪景封面，一本是我喜歡的楓葉。而這本楓葉卻沒能送出去，后來聽說你那晚找了我一個(gè)晚上。還聽說你為了我，跟人鬧不快。還聽說你在球場受傷，是因?yàn)楫厴I(yè)的那個(gè)暑假你給我來信，字好大，像是宣戰(zhàn)一樣，要和我不再往來，并祝福我。不知其中原因的我，很難過。但我告訴自己，沒什么大不了的，女人斗氣不會比男人弱。 然而畢業(yè)的傷感影響了我一整個(gè)暑假。情竇初開便夭折，青澀的初戀云里霧里。感覺什么都沒發(fā)生，又好像愛情它來過，而且揮之不去。在整理舊物時(shí)，翻看你給的卡片，這時(shí)一陣風(fēng)把信封吹起，偶然發(fā)現(xiàn)信封口有一行工整漂亮的字：但愿人長久，千里共蟬娟。淚水模糊了我的雙眼，原來我喜歡的人恰好也喜歡我。傳統(tǒng)矜持的我，文藝小青年的我，終這種含蓄的表達(dá)方式打動(dòng)。這個(gè)男生榮幸成了我生命中第一個(gè)出現(xiàn)的男人，也許叫男生更合適，給了我懵懂的感覺。初戀注定要失敗的，因?yàn)槟贻p，不懂珍惜，因?yàn)楝F(xiàn)實(shí)，注定無法在一起。相見不如懷念。 在大學(xué)里，每天都在上演風(fēng)花雪月的故事，我的浪漫情懷卻被凍結(jié)了，在高中時(shí)就用完了一樣。我期待有一個(gè)男生，像他一樣讓我心動(dòng)。然而，沒有。我的情付之于詩，付之于書，付之于書信。我的友誼之花遍地開，我的笑容一直在。 大學(xué)畢業(yè)后為深圳的美直奔而來。遇到了一個(gè)男子，他為我放棄了上海的前程，來到深圳一起打拼。從零開始，一切靠自己，深圳給了我們公平競爭的平臺，我們各施所長，雄心壯志。住宿舍，吃快餐，走路上班。雖然貧窮，但我們很快樂。畢業(yè)的第一年生日時(shí)他為我在泡沫塑料上點(diǎn)燃的心形蠟燭，電腦打印的卡片，全是免費(fèi)的卻讓我感動(dòng)。他拿的第一月工資，我們欣喜若狂的在出租屋里撒向空中。 看著存折上可憐的數(shù)字，偶爾也會為未來擔(dān)憂?？赡憧偸切判臐M滿。面包是有的，一切都會有的，只是時(shí)間問題，在沒錢也樂中開始計(jì)劃我們的人生。雖然愛情是不能沒有面包的，在現(xiàn)實(shí)面前，我們還能走多遠(yuǎn)？我們可以沒房子，但我們的孩子也住出租屋嗎？我可以和你過窮日子，但我們的孩子也要這樣過嗎？你像一縷陽光，總能曬走我心中的陰霾。這是我生命中的第二個(gè)男人，我與他患難與共，卻開心無比。因?yàn)橛袗?，就有力量抵抗貧窮，因?yàn)樾判?，就有力量?zhàn)勝貧窮。 而今已是雙兒母親的我，身邊的這個(gè)男人，事業(yè)有成。再忙碌也要擠出時(shí)間陪家人，再成功也會與妻子平起平坐。他們有聊天散步的習(xí)慣，他們一個(gè)愛喝茶一個(gè)愛看書，連愛好也這么相近和諧，他們有共同的朋友圈，他們還有講不完的故事，他們一個(gè)感性一個(gè)理性完美互補(bǔ)。這是我生命中的第三個(gè)男人。他經(jīng)濟(jì)穩(wěn)定，責(zé)任感強(qiáng)，愛家愛妻兒，適合為人夫。 那天夢醒后，她對老公說，為何我老做一個(gè)夢：總夢見高中課堂有個(gè)男生在背后盯自己，讓我回答老師問題都走神。他說因?yàn)槟銓δ莻€(gè)男生刻骨銘心。她想想也對，難怪大學(xué)時(shí)會一棵樹上吊死。他笑說，如果不是遇到我，你可能嫁不出去。她想想也對，因?yàn)樗胨Φ羲?，但人家卻從上海跑到深圳來，怎么都甩不掉。 我生命中的三個(gè)男人，是同一個(gè)人。他給了我青澀初戀，我與他患難與共，他給了我富足的生活。我享受了初戀的苦澀，我嘗到了奮斗的滋味，我珍惜現(xiàn)在的幸福生活。這個(gè)男人，住在我的回憶里，占據(jù)我的現(xiàn)在，安排我的未來。這輩子，我再也逃不出你的手掌心。
那年我們高三，正是黑色七月，堆積如山的試題，你坐在我后面，時(shí)不時(shí)拿英語試題來問我，正如我拿物理試題來問你一樣，我們是再普通不過的同窗同學(xué)。然而這種平靜卻被一件事打破了：那天晚自習(xí)，物理和英語老師同時(shí)布置黑板作業(yè)，同為科代表的我們同時(shí)上臺寫作業(yè)，后面的男子起哄，隱約聽到有人說我們是天生一對。從此以后，我們四目相對時(shí)不再自然，而我總感覺到背后有一雙眼睛在關(guān)注自己的一舉一動(dòng)。高三的日子不再只是黑色。驕傲的我表面一切如常。 在高中后一個(gè)圣誕節(jié)，你送給我一張卡片，字里行間透出友情的情誼，我雖小小失落，但也很踏實(shí)，學(xué)習(xí)放第一，是學(xué)習(xí)優(yōu)秀的人一慣風(fēng)格。功夫不負(fù)有心人，我們都如愿考上了第一志愿大學(xué)。 畢業(yè)前夕，以前同班的初中男生約我聚聚，他曾在我需要幫助的時(shí)候，給過我精神上的鼓勵(lì)，帶上純潔友誼的旗幟，我欣然前往。我備了兩份畢業(yè)禮物，都是筆記本，一本是代表友情的雪景封面，一本是我喜歡的楓葉。而這本楓葉卻沒能送出去，后來聽說你那晚找了我一個(gè)晚上。還聽說你為了我，跟人鬧不快。還聽說你在球場受傷，是因?yàn)楫厴I(yè)的那個(gè)暑假你給我來信，字好大，像是宣戰(zhàn)一樣，要和我不再往來，并祝福我。不知其中原因的我，很難過。但我告訴自己，沒什么大不了的，女人斗氣不會比男人弱。 然而畢業(yè)的傷感影響了我一整個(gè)暑假。情竇初開便夭折，青澀的初戀云里霧里。感覺什么都沒發(fā)生，又好像愛情它來過，而且揮之不去。在整理舊物時(shí)，翻看你給的卡片，這時(shí)一陣風(fēng)把信封吹起，偶然發(fā)現(xiàn)信封口有一行工整漂亮的字：但愿人長久，千里共蟬娟。淚水模糊了我的雙眼，原來我喜歡的人恰好也喜歡我。傳統(tǒng)矜持的我，文藝小青年的我，終這種含蓄的表達(dá)方式打動(dòng)。這個(gè)男生榮幸成了我生命中第一個(gè)出現(xiàn)的男人，也許叫男生更合適，給了我懵懂的感覺。初戀注定要失敗的，因?yàn)槟贻p，不懂珍惜，因?yàn)楝F(xiàn)實(shí)，注定無法在一起。相見不如懷念。 在大學(xué)里，每天都在上演風(fēng)花雪月的故事，我的浪漫情懷卻被凍結(jié)了，在高中時(shí)就用完了一樣。我期待有一個(gè)男生，像他一樣讓我心動(dòng)。然而，沒有。我的情付之于詩，付之于書，付之于書信。我的友誼之花遍地開，我的笑容一直在。 大學(xué)畢業(yè)后為深圳的美直奔而來。遇到了一個(gè)男子，他為我放棄了上海的前程，來到深圳一起打拼。從零開始，一切靠自己，深圳給了我們公平競爭的平臺，我們各施所長，雄心壯志。住宿舍，吃快餐，走路上班。雖然貧窮，但我們很快樂。畢業(yè)的第一年生日時(shí)他為我在泡沫塑料上點(diǎn)燃的心形蠟燭，電腦打印的卡片，全是免費(fèi)的卻讓我感動(dòng)。他拿的第一月工資，我們欣喜若狂的在出租屋里撒向空中。 看著存折上可憐的數(shù)字，偶爾也會為未來擔(dān)憂?？赡憧偸切判臐M滿。面包是有的，一切都會有的，只是時(shí)間問題，在沒錢也樂中開始計(jì)劃我們的人生。雖然愛情是不能沒有面包的，在現(xiàn)實(shí)面前，我們還能走多遠(yuǎn)？我們可以沒房子，但我們的孩子也住出租屋嗎？我可以和你過窮日子，但我們的孩子也要這樣過嗎？你像一縷陽光，總能曬走我心中的陰霾。這是我生命中的第二個(gè)男人，我與他患難與共，卻開心無比。因?yàn)橛袗?，就有力量抵抗貧窮，因?yàn)樾判?，就有力量?zhàn)勝貧窮。 而今已是雙兒母親的我，身邊的這個(gè)男人，事業(yè)有成。再忙碌也要擠出時(shí)間陪家人，再成功也會與妻子平起平坐。他們有聊天散步的習(xí)慣，他們一個(gè)愛喝茶一個(gè)愛看書，連愛好也這么相近和諧，他們有共同的朋友圈，他們還有講不完的故事，他們一個(gè)感性一個(gè)理性完美互補(bǔ)。這是我生命中的第三個(gè)男人。他經(jīng)濟(jì)穩(wěn)定，責(zé)任感強(qiáng)，愛家愛妻兒，適合為人夫。 那天夢醒后，她對老公說，為何我老做一個(gè)夢：總夢見高中課堂有個(gè)男生在背后盯自己，讓我回答老師問題都走神。他說因?yàn)槟銓δ莻€(gè)男生刻骨銘心。她想想也對，難怪大學(xué)時(shí)會一棵樹上吊死。他笑說，如果不是遇到我，你可能嫁不出去。她想想也對，因?yàn)樗胨Φ羲?，但人家卻從上海跑到深圳來，怎么都甩不掉。 我生命中的三個(gè)男人，是同一個(gè)人。他給了我青澀初戀，我與他患難與共，他給了我富足的生活。我享受了初戀的苦澀，我嘗到了奮斗的滋味，我珍惜現(xiàn)在的幸福生活。這個(gè)男人，住在我的回憶里，占據(jù)我的現(xiàn)在，安排我的未來。這輩子，我再也逃不出你的手掌心。