CET6英語(yǔ)美文— First Love [ 第一次愛(ài)]

She was my first and foolish love. In the half-light of the morning I lay awake waiting for her quiet, almost silent feet to come down the hallway, for her scent—a curious mixture of honey and peach—to part the thick air outside my room filled with the lonely smells of young men living away from home. She would pause outside my door for a moment to put on her slippers before climbing the two steps down into the kitchen, and my foolish imagination would swell with the shadowy silhouette of her lingering by my door, a phantom more real than anything I could have seen with my open eyes. Every morning, every morning, I waited like that, for the circles of azure and gold and auburn to gather like clouds inside my closed eyelids as I felt her steps down the hallway over my body, and for the clouds to burst suddenly and reveal her large and limpid eyes framed with demure lashes, the ghost of a smile on her bud-like lips. Stretching out my arms toward the naked light bulb, my eyes still closed, I would cry out love and agony, muted by my blanket—I love you more than you will ever know, your image will be a fever that will last a lifetime in my brain, your name a poem heard deep, deep inside my ears, and I will tremble with tenderness and desire fro you at a mere imagined touch of your hand, always.
    是我荒謬初戀的女主角。在晨曦的微光中，我醒來(lái)躺著，等待著她那近乎無(wú)聲的腳步下到門(mén)廳，等待著她那蜂蜜和蜜桃混合的一種說(shuō)不清的氣味，來(lái)沖淡游子屋外滿滿的濃厚的孤寂氣息。她會(huì)在門(mén)外停留片刻，換了拖鞋，然后再走下兩級(jí)臺(tái)階到廚房。那刻，我的荒謬的想象中便漲滿了她在門(mén)外徘徊的側(cè)影，再真實(shí)不過(guò)的幻影，比我睜眼所見(jiàn)的一切更真實(shí)。每一個(gè)清晨，每一個(gè)清晨，我便那樣守侯著，守侯著赤橙黃綠的光暈像云朵似地聚攏在我緊閉的雙瞼，那時(shí)，就似她下到門(mén)廳，從我身上走過(guò)，那些云朵突然間散開(kāi)，露出了她那大大的清澈的帶著靦腆睫毛的眼，蓓蕾般的雙唇一抹笑意依稀可見(jiàn)，我的雙眼仍緊閉著，向著*露著的白熾燈，我張開(kāi)雙臂，大聲說(shuō)出我的愛(ài)我的痛苦：你不知我有多愛(ài)你，你的倩影將是我腦中持續(xù)一生的興奮點(diǎn)，你的名字就像一首沁入我耳的詩(shī)，僅僅想象輕觸你的手,我便會(huì)輕輕地顫抖。所有這些聲音都被毛毯捂住。