A Boy Juggling a Soccer Ball

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     after practice: right foot
     to left foot, stepping forward and back,
     to right foot and left foot,
     and left foot up to his thigh, holding
     it on his thigh as he twists
     around in a circle, until it rolls
     down the inside of his leg,
     like a tickle of sweat, not catching
     and tapping on the soft
     side of his foot, and juggling
     once, twice, three times,
     hopping on one foot like a jump-roper
     in the gym, now trapping
     and holding the ball in midair,
     balancing it on the instep
     of his weak left foot, stepping forward
     and forward and back, then
     lifting it overhead until it hangs there;
     and squaring off his body,
     he keeps the ball aloft with a nudge
     of his neck, heading it
     from side to side, softer and softer,
     like a dying refrain,
     until the ball, slowing, balances
     itself on his hairline,
     the hot sun and sweat filling his eyes
     as he jiggles this way
     and that, then flicking it up gently,
     hunching his shoulders
     and tilting his head back, he traps it
     in the hollow of his neck,
     and bending at the waist, sees his shadow,
     his dangling T-shirt, the bent
     blades of brown grass in summer heat;
     and relaxing, the ball slipping
     down his back. . .and missing his foot.
     He wheels around, he marches
     over the ball, as if it were a rock
     he stumbled into, and pressing
     his left foot against it, he pushes it
     against the inside of his right
     until it pops into the air, is heeled
     over his head——the rainbow!——
     and settles on his extended thigh before
     rolling over his knee and down
     his shin, so he can juggle it again
     from his left foot to his right foot
     ——and right foot to left foot to thigh——
     as he wanders, on the last day
     of summer, around the empty field.