Uncollected and Rejected Poems

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     AMBITION
     One day an obscure youth, a wanderer,
     Known but to few, lay musing with himself
     About the chances of his future life.
     In that youth's heart, there dwelt the coal Ambition,
     Burning and glowing; and he asked himself,
     "Shall I, in time to come, be great and famed?"
     Now soon an answer wild and mystical
     Seemed to sound forth from out the depths of air;
     And to the gazer's eye appeared a shape
     Like one as of a cloud - and thus it spoke:
     "O, many a panting, noble heart
     Cherishes in its deep recess
     The hope to win renown o'er earth
     From Glory's prized caress.
     "And some will win that envied goal,
     And have their deeds known far and wide;
     And some - by far the most - will sink
     Down in oblivion's tide.
     "But thou, who visions bright dost cull
     From the imagination's store,
     With dreams, such as the youthful dream
     Of grandeur, love, and power,
     "Fanciest that thou shalt build a name
     And come to have the nations know
     What conscious might dwells in the brain
     That throbs beneath that brow?
     "And see thick countless ranks of men
     Fix upon thee their reverent gaze -
     And listen to the plaudits loud
     To thee that thousands raise?
     "Weak, childish soul! the very place
     That pride has made for folly's rest;
     What thoughts, with vanity all rife,
     Fill up thy heaving breast!
     "At night, go view the solemn stars
     Those wheeling worlds through time the same -
     How puny seem the widest power,
     The proudest mortal name!
     "Think too, that all, lowly and rich,
     Dull idiot mind and teeming sense,
     Alike must sleep the endless sleep,
     A hundred seasons hence.
     "So, frail one, never more repine,
     Though thou livest on obscure, unknown;
     Though after death unsought may be
     Thy markless resting stone."
     And as these accents dropped in the youth's ears,
     He felt him sick at heart; for many a month
     His fancy had amused and charmed itself
     With lofty aspirations, visions fair
     Of what he might be. And it pierced him sore
     To have his airy castles thus dashed down.