My Sin

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by M. L. Liebler
     If I know my angels,
     I know what they would say
     ——Joe Henry
     He came to me
     In a whisky-blue dream
     In midtown Manhattan.
     He wasn't angry anymore.
     He seemed happy to find
     Me again, my old self.
     Picking up his ghost guitar,
     He played me a new song.
     He played it sweet and innocent.
     As if he were the world's only child,
     His whole future ahead,
     No pain hidden in that past.
     In some undeserved way, I felt
     As though he had forgiven me
     For the hurtfulness of my words.
     His kindness to me was more
     Genuine than all of my love could
     Ever have been toward him.
     In my dream, I found myself running
     Back and forth in search of forgiveness,
     In search of something greater.
     But each time I was returned
     To wander out my sin in prayer——
     The sleepless turmoil of my penance
     Revealed and served